I received a letter today...I am now an official and registered teacher! Ahhhh..I'm so happy, relieved, excited and yet...I'm not...because the truth is, I'm not at all prepared to enter the workforce...this moment has come too soon! My friends handed their resumes to schools weeks ago and they have been raving on about how they have just completed their first week of relief teaching... I'm really happy for them and a big congratulations to them too! In the back of my mind though, I am actually starting to panic a little...I have not even distributed my resumes to any schools...I guess I'm putting everything on hold right now beause all I want to do is just enjoy freedom, but I can't... I'm really feeling the pressure from the people around me...and it isn't just about work for the present time, it's also about what will happen next year...gosh...that question has been lingering in my head for such a long time now, it doesn't seem to leave me...I just need to breathe. Well I guess things will become a lot more clearer by the end of this month when I find out which school I am allocated...so I hope it's all good news. It also seems as though the end of year trip to Singapore is off...sigh...was looking forward to it, but because of all the uncertainty of next year, it just doesn't seem possible...oh well looks like I'll be stuck here in Perth! Hope that everyone enjoys their holiday...whatever they may be doing =)

After all those thoughts, as glum as they may seem, I guess today has been pretty average..I didn't do anything in particular. I woke up and the house was empty...Coco wasn't even in her usual little red beanbag, which was odd...I ended up looking for her around the house for 15 minutes...I even called her, but no reply. I found her behind a couch in the end...stupid snobby dog...but then again, I think she was just stuck and needed to be rescued. I also managed to workout for an hour...a good effort I thought, but I probably didn't do things right! I was also under the aircon the whole time, so I didn't break out into too much of a sweat..hehe. For lunch, because we have soooooo many eggs at home, I decided to make curried egg sandwiches..smelly....but nonetheless yumyum. Then I went through the difficult task of cleaning under my bed. It was so dusty and full of rubbish that I couldn't part with, so I just packed them in boxes and stored them in the shed =) I vacuumed my room too.. I can't believe that I have been sleeping in such a dirt-infested room! At least the air is easier to breathe now. Then for dinner bf and me went into town to eat Korean..it was good as usual. We went back to his place to stick stickers on cherry tomato punnets as a way of earning easy cash. By the end of doing the stickers though, we were both tired so he dropped me home and here I am now =) See...nothing too exciting today...hopefully tomorrow will be more eventful!!

ciaooooo
xxx