Since my parents left, I have to say that I am actually coping quite well without them...how unexpected. I have cooked, bought groceries, cleaned up the house and watered the garden without fail...hey I am pretty capable..actually I always have been, I was just plain lazy before =P When I say that I am coping without them..I mean that I am coping without their financial and emotional support...I am wondering how long this will actually last...must not go on shopping spree...

On Friday night, bf took me to Harbour Town for a bit of random shopping. He was on a mission to buy indoor soccer boots and a pen for his mum. It was very quiet when we got there...people must have much better things than shop at HT on a Friday night...it was nonetheless quite fun for us. We shopped quite a bit, we dominated the bottom floor and I ended buying clothes and so did he, as well as a few other knick-knacks. After our shopping adventure we were already getting quite famished..for once we didn't put food on top of our priority list. We headed to Uncle Billy's and I ordered the favourite, 3 egg congee..oh yum...as well as hot and sour soup, crab and sweet corn sweet and a seafood hor fun...it was so satisfying! As we ate I got a phonecall from Wei2, another bbt night was planned for us and with such good timing too. We got to Utopia and it was so packed! Saw Heston and Christina again and they actually stopped to talk to us as well...I don't know if I can get used to those 2 being together it's just very odd! It took quite a while for us to occupy a table and then soon after Jas arrived with a bloated stomach...poor chicken, we suggested remedies for her. Then for some reason we started talking about ghosts, which triggered freaky stories...they were very freaky indeed! Not sure if I actually believe in ghosts, I haven't encountered anything strange (touch wood), just that I have heard a lot of stories from many different people...it kind of make me wonder a lot about things...eep, best not start talking about these things when I'm home alone...next time though! Anyway, bbt was good, I randomly picked bbt number 23, which turned out to be horlicks...I prefer it warm. I went home that night and slept pretty soundly.

On Saturday, after dorky finished work, we went grocery shopping at garbos. We browsed a bit first but there was nothing really that we wanted to buy...we just looked at all the cute puppies at the pet shop...I really want a puppy =( We entered Woolies at around 4, hoping that there would be a meat sale for us, sadly...the prices didn't really drop at all. We bought steak and a few good ingredients for our dinner. As we got back into the car and started driving off, I suggested sausages to go with our dinner. It's funny how you always think of things afterwards, well the idea seemed good enough for us to stop at another woolies...woop! we got lamb sausages! We got back to my house and began marinating our steaks straight away. Dorky slept on my bed...what a pig, as I watered the garden. I made some noise and stared at the sleeping monster until he came round and then we started preparing our wonderful dindin! We worked pretty well, I made the mash potatoes, peas and gravy while he cooked us the meats. In the end, our dinner looked pretty good! Everything tasted awesome and we both had seconds...nomnomnoms. Afterwards, we watched Narnia: Prince Caspian, it wasn't too bad...reminded me a lot of the movie Lord of the Rings though, but without blood. What a great night for us both hehe..thankyou once again!

On Sunday, I had left over steak for brunch haha...so much protein! Then at noon, bf picked me up again...I was going to go watch him play indoor soccer with his highschool friends. We got there and I was the only girl amongst 20+ guys...it was interesting listening to them all talk...very 'manly' indeed. I contributed to the games...I stopped the ball from going off court/field and passed it to people...woop woop! I got a few thankyous as well...I guess that was the extent of my exercise for the week haha! After the games, I went back home to water the garden then I had dinner at dorky's house. We had duck rice, uncle's favourite ahah, cute! I ended up eating all the plum sauce, without knowing...oops and yum! Then we watched Resident Evil on Foxtel..zombies...arghhh!!

Now it's Monday and I just made curried egg sandwiches with spinach, a leafy salad with balsamic dressing and also banana and choc-chip muffins...yum-o! Sigh...but now I should get down to cleaning...that's it for now!

My parents and brother left for their holiday last night =( I really thought that they told me they were leaving on Saturday night, so I wasn't very prepared when I found out it was tonight. Boohoooo I miss my mum already. Dorky and me took them to the airport (thankyou for coming with us) and my mum didn't stop reminding me to do this and that...awww she seemed worried for us...we'll be fine! We sat with my parents as they filled out departure forms. My mum's spelling is funny! Dorky and me then said our goodbyes and take cares then left. It didn't feel as bad walking away from them, I think I would've been more emotional if they walked away from us...so I didn't tear! Hehe. We went to FJ's after to buy some groceries before they closed...bought quite a bit I think. I came home and my other brother had already taken over the TV.

I had work yesterday too. My boss is really getting on my nerves. She didn't call anyone yesterday to help me...so I ended up juggling all sorts of things at the one time. It really didn't help that she kept calling my name every minute to do something for her. I have no idea why she told 2 workers to come in 1-2 hours later than they should've during our busy time. So stupid. She stresses me out sometimes. Ama's mum came in to work as well today! She seemed like she was a bit overwhelmed ahah. I guess she came in on a day, which was more stressful than usual...hope things didn't put her off! haha...she did quite well though.

On Wednesday night, I met with the gang (no Eva though =( ) for bbt in the afternoon! I don't think that we have ever done that before...the sun was very shiny and in our eyes at that time of the day...we kept shifting our seating location every few minutes haha. After the girls dropped me home (thanks!) Dorky picked me up for tea cafe, even though before he told me he was going to eat crab at home instead. We got to Northbridge and walked past Seafood Dragon or Dragon Seafood? and I glanced inside, dorky stopped dead in his tracks and I saw that pondering look in his face...he'd changed his mind and wanted steamboat instead...he didn't even have to tell me. It took a while for us to weigh out the pros and cons of eating steamboat, but we had it in the end! Glad we did too, tom yum soup and herbal soup!! It was a very satisfying meal...yumm.

I also read through my last blog entry and wow I can get really emotional! Haha why? Now that I'm feeling normal again, what I wrote seems very OTT and just weird. Oh well...something for me to read in a few years time that will give me a giggle!

I had the worst sleep last night...it was full of dreams of many insecurities in my life. It was strange and scary that these dreams would come up suddenly and unconsciously. But, they were just hazy dreams and reality is something different, it's solid and malleable at the same time.

I had a pretty dramatic day on Sunday...I worked myself up again and talked myself into something in a minute, only to talk myself out of it in the next. My mood was all over the place. I really thought hard about myself and why I had been feeling more unhappiness than actual happiness lately and then as I thought..I had an epiphany...well kind of. A few years ago I truly considered myself as a very easygoing, carefree type of person with a belief that I was a pretty emotionally strong person. I guess I even told people that relationships weren't for me and that if I ever did get into one I would be fully independent and wouldn't change much at all...

Well, a few years later, to this present day...I now see that I was bragging and didn't know what I was talking about...I hadn't experienced a serious relationship before and yet I could talk about it like I owned it. I could seriously whack myself across the head for thinking like that. I guess I had made the decision back then that that was how I would be perceived...my stubborness to believe anything different had blinded me for a while. I didn't dare to think I would change much but having that wake up call on Sunday made me realise that being with someone that you love and adore...can bring out something else out of you...and sometimes these traits aren't necessarily something to be proud of. Like, some of the characteristics that I see in myself now, did not even exist those few years ago...it was like they were buried deep down inside of me and only that one person with a key..no a shovel! could unearth them...yes I know it sounds stupid, but that is how I would describe it.

For the past 2 years, I really felt like I was being tested and challenged in a way and I was very much ready to blame all the hardship that I had experienced on him. I had like the worst moodswings, a split personality, I was really sensitive over the smallest things, I had insecurities the size of Mt Everest, I was demanding, unreasonable, manipulative and stubborn to the point of no help. I seriously sound like a crazy biatche (a more sophisticated bitch, haha)...is it even normal? Does this happen to anyone else..or at least to an extent? I asked myself if it was even healthy to fabricate negative things inside of the head, the answer is pretty obvious...but it was something that I did often, with a 100% garantee of an undesirable outcome. It made things worse because I would always be at boiling point, ready to explode, accuse, assume and demand. I only feel sorry for him for putting up with my unstable craziness...yet I thank him for staying with me...any sane person would've jet planed himself across the other side of the world by now (you Cbiatche!) =P

Having admitted that I am an insecure, emotionally unstable person with alot of internal and external craziness...I actually feel good about myself...truly happy that I've gotten something of worth off my chest. Phewwwwww, but now the hard part starts...the process of reforming...

I can do iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!



Dearest Dorky,

It took a lot of energy to write this entry...I've noticed a lot of change in myself and I realised that it wasn't fair of me to keep adding stress to our relationship. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel bad for something that you didn't do wrong, I may have been PMSing or letting my wicked mind run wild again...I hope that you can forgive me. I promise to be more reasonable and try my best to not think of the worst. With all that's said, I am going to take a nap now...I'm exhausted. Love You!!

I had a busy and tiring week this week. After a relaxing Tuesday, the rest of the week made me exhausted..damn work. But, I guess it wasn't all bad...

On Wednesday I got into work and to my surprise Mel was working! Hooray! Finally someone other than an aunty to talk to =D She just made my day. We had a new worker in as well...a tubby asian guy, who later I found was the son of one of the aunties. I didn't talk to him much, it was just weird to see a guy working there. I wonder if he felt alienated. Work went by at a steady pace, I was happy to get home...gah...2 more days of work to go. At night went to dorky's place and watched Iron Chef America...it's an awesome show. We watched the Food channel for a while before I went home to sleeeeeeeep.

Thursday...OMG...work was so busy I felt like fainting. I didn't stop taking orders for 3 hours straight as well as washing dishes and taking out food orders continuosly. It was the busiest that I have ever been...damn Target for having a sale =( My boss let me off half and hour early...thank God. Bf and me went night shopping at Carousel...we didn't buy much at all, I guess we just wanted to walk around...alot of teeny gangs occupy Carousel now, it's funny and a bit scary at the same time...wouldn't want to get in their way. Security there has also increased big time. Anyway met up with the girls at bbt at the usual hangout place and chatted for a good while. We talked about eyebrows, contacts, S, S and S and lots more of other people. We also saw Heston come in with a mystery girl (we could only see the back of her), they were hugging and holding hands...then to our biggest shock, the girl turned around and she ended up being Christina Low...like OMG..those two together...it's just weird. Number one, what was she thinking by going out with Heston..he's so GAY and number two...what happened to her old bf? Hmm oh well..I guess the idea of them both will take a while to get used to =P (shudders). Anyway it was a good catchup and I had my all time beloved pudding milk tea with egg pudding =D So happy.

Friday...work was super busy again...when will this Target sale end I wonder. Mel invited me to her sisters Hen's night...not sure if i will go..I don't particularly want to see male strippers anytime soon. She gave me a chuckle though...silly Mel. Luckily work went by fast...I was just excited to get home. Bf and me went and watched Confessions of Shopaholic at Carousel where I paid $7 for a bag of maltesers...die! So expensive, but we ate them lovingly. The cinema we were in was dominated by pretty much all girls...poor dorky...but he seemed to enjoy the movie though! He actually LOLed alot of times. Good job. The movie itself was pretty funny...Isla Fisher suits comedies I think. The movie kind of makes me want to shop now...maybe I will early next week hehehe.

Saturday...I spent the morning doing nothing in particular, just relaxing and playing Neopets =D We ate at Bamboo...it tasted exactly like Taurus! Which means, Taurus must taste differently now. I'm not sure if we will ever go back there...it's so different now...in a bad taste way. We then went back to dorky's where we watched TV before we headed out to Northbridge for Calvin's birthday. He wanted to have dinner at Hana BBQ...yumyum! Good choice. We waited for ages for a table upstairs, on the balcony...Calvin was being way difficult and wanted those particular seats...but they weren't good...very tight and we faced a wall..oh well, I guess I can't complain against the birthday boy's wishes! Upstairs was very full, but to our relief, still had plenty of food. Yum, I loved the dessert the best...Tiramisu, jelly and cheesecake nomnoms. Thank you Calvin for treating us =D I went home and was too full to sleep so chatted online for ages...it was a good catchup with friends. I went to sleep feeling a bit bleh though...

Now it's Sunday...decided not to do anything today but homely things..hooray! DS, Neopets, clean room again, watch TV! funfunfun. My parents leave on Saturday...I'm starting to feel a bit sad about it...but I hope they have a really safe and fun time =D

A boring post but meh...hopefully my life will get more exciting sooooon. Ciao for now!

I've been getting really sensitive about the sun lately because of my sunburn incident...so much so that I have started to apply sunscreen even though I am indoors all day...that's paranoia for ya! It's all good though, I love the suncreen Jas introduced to me...thankyou chicken =D

Anyway...I last blogged on Friday, so I'm going to talk about Saturday, since it's still quite fresh in my mind =) Well...I completely missed Jenny's surprise party at Kings Park...I feel so awful about it because just as I was about to leave my house, who else but Jenny called me up to ask me not to come anymore because everyone was leaving! Argh! I can't believe everyone left grrr! Sorry Jenny...I'll make it up to you one day. So since I was ready to go out anyway, dorky and me went into Northbridge and ate at Teacafe for lunch. Mmm, I love that place. I tried something different...steak with black pepper sauce on spaghetti...it was so yum! Bf also tried seafood fried noodle..it was like sang mee...also really good! After lunch we walked our way to the mall for a bit of window shopping...it felt really good because for once, we weren't looking for anything in particular...so our shopping experience was very laidback. Oh! I got an Edward poster! He's so dreamy =D
At night, there was a Liverpool vs. Manchester soccer game that dorky was scared to watch...he didn't seem to have much confidence in his team winning...cheh, not a true fan! Anyway, Calvin called him up and asked if he wanted to watch the game at the casino, so that's where we went! Parking at Burswood was horrible. Combined with all the turning and bumpiness I really felt motion sickness, I was glad dorky finally found a parking spot right near that lake, so that I could puke if I wanted to. We got inside the casino and found it was very busy indeed. We met up with Calvin and went to the carbon bar or was it lounge? Meh...there were alot of Liverpool and Manu fans already there making a lot of noise. We stood at the back of the crowd for the entire game and I actually watched the whole thing without resorting to my DS! Super proud of myself and I admit, the game wasn't too bad to watch either. I think I just really enjoyed the atmosphere with all the cheering and chanting...I don't think that I could watch a match on TV by myself...ew. The game resulted in good news for dorky...Liverpool won 4-1 and it was also lucky for me that they did, otherwise someone would have been sooky for the rest of the week! Speaking of Liverpool, dorky says that they will be playing in Singapore in July, so he wants to go and watch...seems like we may be heading back there sooner than we thought =P Hooray for food and shopping!

Sunday...dorky came over to eat my mum's curry noodles, which was left over from Saturday, but he insisted on eating it anyway. We cleaned out the whole curry pot! We then went to his house to hangout and to most importantly...finish watching why why love! I thought it would be a sad ending, but it wasn't...it was very happy and gay at the end haha. While waiting for someone to call dorky to play soccer, we watched Eagle Eye, which was alright, very exciting. After the end of the movie, we were both so sleepy and soccer was off so we decided to call it a day and I went home and played neopets. Love lazy Sunday arfternoons!

Monday, nothing much happened at all...time just passed by and I watched Jamie's Fowl Dinners (about where our eggs come from and the welfare of the chickens themselves...it was quite insightful..poor chickens) and I played games all day...a bum's life =D At night, felt lazy again so dorky and me just watched the Food channel on foxtel..Iron Chef is the best! Then we attempted to play Little Big Planet on PS3 but got really confused with what we had to do...so we changed to Wii and played Mario Kart!! Go Red team! It was funfunfun. Then I went home and guess what I did? I played neopets =D

I think I will be working for the rest of the week so boo! Ah well...save up for Sg!

That's it for now...muahs!

I can't seem to stay up past 1am these days...I remember the days of uni where I'd stay up until 2am when I had class at 8 that same morning. Now I awaken at 8:30 every morning! Wow...how unexpected...I really thought I'd turn nocturnal. Sleep has been awesome!!

Anyway...what have I been doing lately? Good question! Not much actually, besides work and day dreaming.

Let me see...Tuesday I had work with the aunties again...gosh they're boring. Nothing cool ever happens =( on the bright side though...time seems to fly by until the last hour, which moves at a snail's pace...but it is during this time that I usually start stealing food =P All is good and no one suspects a thing. At night...dorky took me to Fast Eddies for some wedges and a milkshake...I love that place! I also saw Eva's Malcom there...wasn't too sure if it was him or if he knew me, plus I was partially blind...so I did the dumb thing and stared at him for a while...I got an awkward look back from him...then I half smiled...on the way out, I waved...haha sigh..at least he kind of waved back! After that we went and watched the Watchmen...the cinema was packed out so we had to sit at the front...so uncomfortable =( To make things worse for us...the movie was 3 hours long. I wouldn't say that I liked the movie and I wouldn't say that I didn't like it either...it just left me a little bewildered at the end...I don't think I concentrated on the movie much...I was too preoccupied with getting myself comfortable. All I can say is...that movie is graphic. Meh.

Wednesday...I had work again...same old stuff happened...nothing worth blogging about. At night, met up with the gang at Utopia to celebrate wei2's off day haha...I so read the message as birthday...we sat in a new spot. Things just seemed so different at that table...like a different sensation! We talked and had our gossips, then Jas arrived after she had baddy in her wonderful phys ed shorts..we had a giggle. Soon after, dorky and me left...I realise that I don't like rudeness or being snapped at...strongly dislike it actually and my reaction to it is not good. I really need to learn to chill a bit...

Thursday...HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JENNY!!! (hope you had a wondeful day =) and hope you love your birthday present too!) and it was also a day off to bum around for me. Chatted to chicken pretty much all day because her uni meeting was cancelled. I also chatted to dorky, who was at work...we were craving wonton noodles...especially the soup so as soon as he finished, we went to Bullcreek Hawker for wonton soup! Plus...Indian fried noodle and Loh Mee...mmm!! Then we headed to Carousel. Phwoar...dorky went on a shopping spree. He went crazy at the Reject Shop hahaha...then he bought a liverpool jacket and sneakers. I got sneakers too! Yeah...ready to gym with proper shoes =D I got home and my mum admired my new shoes and wanted to trade her $20 shoes with my new nikes...haha not a chance! She only wanted to wear them on her holiday and bring them back dirty...hmmph! My brother also admired them...so much attention =D So I decided to parade around in them for the rest of the night.

Now for some randomness....

I got the downloaded version of Twilight from dorky....ahhhh!! I fell in love with Edward again...makes me want to re-read the books!

My parents and brother leave in about 2 weeks! I shall have to fend for myself for a whole month...I may go over to people's houses for food during this time..please? ehhehe

Today is Friday and I don't like them because it's the day my mum cleans and nags all day long.

I need to clean my room.

I love my DS more than ever. I have been downloading so many games for it...it's wicked.

Love you!!

xoox

Yipeeeeeee!! I finally graduated! Officially done with uni...ah it's quite sad actually...it's realisation. (Posing in my gown haha)

Oh wells, I had a really great time on Sunday...it started at 10am where I had dimsum with my parents, dorky and his mum...my goodness it was early I was hardly awake for it. We didn't eat very much...but it was satisfying..thankyou parents =) Dorky then drove us all to the convention centre where we were greeted by a mass of black coated bodies...aaaah....fellow graduates. A lady came and helped me put mine on...stupid sash kept falling off me =( I met up with the girls for a bit...it seemed like I was too much in a daze and I didn't really express my excitement even though inside I was bursting! I lined up for professional photos with my 4 guests hehehe. Dorky's mum bought me a graduation bear...it's so cute! And dorky bought me a frame for my parchment and photo...thankyou so much...I love it!! Inside..we were given a briefing on how to walk onto the stage and blah blah...I think we all missed the whole process though...we were all too nervous to concentrate hehe. It was all very exciting! Then our families entered...my silly family couldn't even spot me =( guess I'm just too short hmmph. After a didgeridoo performance, there was the national anthem...they screwed it up! Haha it was funny...the music was all scratchy...the people on stage looked embarrassed, but we sang without music..it was all good. Then after a speech or 2...one by one we walked the stage and received our parchments...it was scary! No one stacked it..good job! Then there was a singing performance and more speeches, quite boring towards the end! After all that we popped our poppers and went upstairs for food and toasted with champagne....yom! Thanks to everyone who supported me throughout uni...love you!
(View for my parents, dorky and his mum)

(My hat...always fixing it)

At night, dorky and me went to Portofinos at Hillarys Boat Harbour with the uni girls and their families. Oops...we were a little bit overdressed...purely for the fact that Sara asked us all to dress up...we were the only ones that did! We exchanged our secret graduation fairy gifts...Tracee had me and she gave me a starfish bracelet..it's cute and thankyou! Everyone pretty much bought the same thing for each other...either a photoframe or bracelet. I ordered my usual pina colada haha as well as a dozen oysters, which I shared with dorky and also a seafood marinara mmm. I listened to everyone talk about their teaching jobs...ah...a bit sad I couldn't really join in, but I've decided...I'm just on a break..there's no hurry to get into that fulltime lifestyle. Happy happy! After a long dinner, we headed to cold rock for icecream. Bubblegum flavoured with a picnic and gummy bears for us! Yom! After all that..the night was still fairly young, so dorky and me headed to the casino...I played a bit on the machines, had my chocomilk, then went home to bed. A long, but great day....we did it!!

Saturday...went shopping at carousel with dorky...had to find the second half of Sara's present...such a stressful ordeal getting her present...she's picky! I was also looking for a dress...success! (and thankyou for the present...muahs). I also bought a few accessories...earrings and a bracelet =D Hehe...then at night...we went to Basil Thai for dinner because I had to pass David money for Jenny's present...shes getting a laptop...lucky girlll hehe. She's turning 18! wow...18 seems so long ago...I miss it! Anyway...we ordered a green curry, jungle curry, thai cilli mussels and a tom yum soup...mmm it was all quite good...but since it was busy...we didn't get our food for a while. David kept saying sorry...we didn't mind haha but he felt bad I think and charged us $35 for the whole dinner...crazy discount! but thankyouuuuu!

Friday...didn't do much...went to dorky's to watch why why love...it's getting exciting!

Thursday...I went to the city to look for a present...I wasn't very successful. It was pretty boring as well, so I didn't stay too long. Had sushi by myself at jaws hahaha...I'm a loner! At night, went to garbos with dorky...bought a new bag...pretty simple and black...but I likey =) Felt a bit light headed too, so I decided to eat a roast pork dinner for energy...didn't really help. dorky thought it might've been withdrawal from the painkillers...argh. I was still a little puffy =( Met up with the girls, chucky and wei for bbt. Had a good time catching up...gossip gossip ahaha had a warm horlicks...pretty good.

Wednesday...I was supposed to go to work, but my face was still a bit puffy, so no way was I going to face customers hehe. At night, my parents, dorky and me went to watch Cirque Du Soleil, Dralion!!! I was so excited and I could tell my mum was too…so excited that she forgot to bring her glasses with her. So silly…she was forced to watch the whole performance in her sunglasses! Poor mum…she seemed so upset at herself =( But oh well…we got free jellybeans, I collected 4 packs because no one wanted any =P yom! The show itself was really good, but I think that I liked Varekai a little better…don’t know why. The Dralion looked a bit freaky to me…too fluffy! There were a lot of acts…ball juggling, bodies through hoops, flexible bodies, trampolines, skipping ropes, trapeze acts and lots more…very overwhelming! The night was good…thankyou dorky for organising everything =P

I have been in pain and agony for about 4 days now...drugged up on pain killers, sleepless nights and tears of pain...arggh damn you toothache! At the moment, I have a crooked smile because my face is swollen...I look so stupid =(

Anyway, pain started on Saturday i think, but it wasn't severe...just the feeling of a sensitive tooth..didn't think too much about it. During the day, bf took me to the convention centre to pick up my graduation regalia and tickets...I could only get 4 tickets...so cut, I wanted to invite friends too...sigh..sorry peeps! Found that my grad hat is a bit small, but oh well...thanx dorky for accompanying me! In the evening a whole group of us met up at jennie's house for a road trip to Little Caesars! Yum yum yum...The trip there wasn't too bad, with dorky, jeral and jas as my roadtrip buddies. We got there and found that we were the last ones to arrive...but oh well. Our small group of Jas, Jas, ama, charm, dorky and me ordered a spaghetti, chicken fettucine pizza, a tuna mornay pizza and cheesecake and pecan as dessert pizzas. They were all yum, especially the chicken fettucine! Afterwards, we all got back into our cars for the roadtrip home...we were all much sleepier, but enjoyed the view of the city lights on the way down. We arrived at Jennie's for a few games of pictionary, but we were missing the game...so jas, robin and jeral went to get it, while charm and ama went home to shower. That left dorky, me, big dan, lil dan, jen and chucky. Dorky and me lounged while the others started playing poker with vodka shots. When the other got back we started playing pictionary...it was all fun, but I got pretty pissed off at someone for saying something to someone else...so to me, I reckon I lost it at that person, but later I was informed that I was pretty calm...lol. Inside I was still fuming. Grrr. Only a couple of people, who aren't close to me are able to make me angry like that...not good. Anywaaaaaay...after the game we went looking for jen and chucky...jas randomly opened up a door not expecting anything, but jennie popped out scaring the daylights out of jas and charm (who screamed and patted his chest in fright...lol!) that got everyone laughing for ages...

At 4am on Sunday morning I felt a sharp pain in my mouth and took an advil without thinking. I forgot to take food and I am pretty sure I blacked out...my head went dizzy and I felt my whole body get pins and needles...I couldn't move either...it was scary, but I fell asleep...the drugs kicked in. During the day, I was in pain...but I was numb too...I didn't think too much about it again. Dorky and me went to Harbour town in hopes to find some gym clothes...fail. We only got socks. Nothing exciting really happened...we tried a savoury pancake, which was good! Also, there's a new icey ice stand (i guess that's exciting!) and I also saw materialistic girl with her new bf...hmm wonder what happened to her ex. Anyway...at night, mum, dad, bro, dorky and his mum and dad, went to south ocean restaurant for my mum's belated birthday dinner. It was packed inside and so noisy, I could barely hear myself talk. The food was OK, it was different for a change...but thanks to dorky's parents who paid for dinner....so sneaky!! I went over to dorky's house after for DVD's...the day the earth stood still...it was crap at the end ahah.

Monday...I could start to feel the extreme pain of my tooth and gum. Along with the painkillers...I was feeling drowsy and not all there. I felt like crying! Dorky offered me company and we just watched more DVD's. I fell asleep twice and dribbled heaps! Thank you for being there...muah.

Today...I woke up early in the morning to a short sharp pain. I felt my mouth in the dark....it felt different...lumpier. A huge pus ball thing had grown on my gum...man I freaked out! I googled it. Infection..gross. I watched a tutorial on how to pop the thing on youtube and then tried it myself...and to see all that pus ooze out...so disgusting, but oddly satisfying. At least the pain went away...and at the moment...I am still squeezing out the pus...this is one of the worst experiences ever...arghh!!

Yay! Dralion tomorrow night =D